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Sunday, November 30, 2008 | 8:35 PM | Top

OMG I'M LIKE BACK
SO MANY THINGS TO CATCH UP
FROM THE K-POP STUFF
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AT LEAST I GOT THINGS TO DO ,
I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE ASAP!
:D :D



Saturday, November 15, 2008 | 8:15 PM | Top

i'm leaving in 10 hours! D:

gahh i'm so not prepared.
i will miss alot of things when i'm gone.

i will miss my laptop
i will miss the show we got married
i will miss all the kpop news
i will miss watching 1 night 2 days on tv
i will miss talking with shanling mandi najiha bryan
i will miss talking to samantha on msn about kpop stuff
i will miss going to dance practices
i will miss the dance camp. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i will miss the open house
i will miss my bed
i will miss alot of people
i will miss gossiping with people
i will miss crapping
i will miss all my kpop stuffs and shows T.T
i will miss my boring routine everyday, ok maybe not
i will miss the food here
i will miss drinking bubble tea

I WILL MISS MY APPEAL RESULTS
OMFG I SUDDENLY REMEMBER ABOUT IT
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
I'M GONNA SMS MANDI
I WISH SHE WOULD TELL ME I WENT IN, AHHHHHHHHH
NO I'M NOT PREPARED TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I WILL MISS OUT ALOT OF THINGS WHEN I'M GONE FOR 2 WEEKS
2 WEEKS IS EQUAL TO 14 DAYS
WHERE 14 DAYS IS EQUALS 336 HOURS

i'm gonna be gone in 10 hours T.T



| 2:24 PM | Top

quizxzxzxz from mandi !

1) What is your full name ?
Jean Cassandra Lim

2) Do you like your first name?
haha yeah?

3) How long have you liked a person you currently like?
alot of people loh

4) Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
noooooooooooooooo

5) Did you cry today?
nooooooooooooooo

6) What you are doing this morning 8am?
sleeping

7) What are you doing an hour ago?
watching love letter, haha!

8) What are you doing currently?
listening to music and doing this.

9) Who last text you a message?
Nadia haha

10) Have you told anybody you love them today?
haha i wouldn't say this kind of stuff.

11) Do you miss anyone now?
guess loh, haha

12) Any plans for tomorrow?
flying off tomorrow ):

13) What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
forget already haha

14) Is there anyone you want to be with right now?
YES YES, i want be with alot of people now.

15) Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with C?
myself? haha kidding -.-

16) Name someone who make you smile today, how?
the people in the show that i was watching, haha!

17) Name a friend whose name starts with Z?
zebraaaaaaaaaaa, haha -.-

18) Which of your friend stays closest to you?
Jennifer!

19) Do you prefer to call or text?
call cause can hear the tone,

20) Was yesterday better than today?
everyday's the same, sighs

21) Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
yes, i still have the laptop, haha won't die one.

22) Are you mad about anything now?
nope.

23) Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
hmm not now.

24) Last person you visited in a hospital?
my grandmother?

25) When is your last and second last hug?
huh?

26) What does the last text message in your inbox say?
Lols!guess lah! go home then open :)

27) How do you feel about your life?
the best time now, haha

28) Do you hate anyone?
i can't say no, haha.

29) Last person you called?
bryan for conference.

30) Who usually sends you the most texts in a month?
shanling and mandi.

31) Is your room messy now?
eh not really

32) Who will be mad if your room is messy right now?
no one.

33) Your shortest relationship?
haha!

34) Who do you look like?
?

35) Name 10 people to do this survery.
as long as you have a name, DO! :D





Friday, November 14, 2008 | 11:33 AM | Top

haha later meeting langxin at 12 to pass her dance things
and then meet shanling too go school,
haha these few days are seriously boring, pft
i'm living my life on the phone these few days.

cause whenever i'm bored i'll just call mandi and then there would be mass conference.
haha! morning to early night is with mandi shanling najiha
late night to next day dark morning is with mandi nat bryan.

argh damn it yesterday gonna climax then my phone and bryans went dead
noooooooooooooooo i'm gonna send my appeal letter later,

"bombard me with good news"



Thursday, November 13, 2008 | 4:04 PM | Top

argh
appealing is troublesome!

but since after talking to many people
i'm still appealing
but i have to think of reasons/:

these few days are just dancing eating sleeping haha
and talking on the phone
talk about random topics like auntie and uncle, boy and girl relationships
boys in our class and level
super random o.o


i'm leaving in 3 days,
not prepared yet.



Monday, November 10, 2008 | 10:40 PM | Top

my blog is like dead, i'm lazy to updatezxzxz

realized gossiping with kaimi,jastine and belicia is fun. haha!
dance practices are getting more tiring.
but yeah i believe everyone can do it if we work hard :D

i dont know why but i'm tired,
ok that's all i have to say



Saturday, November 8, 2008 | 12:29 PM | Top

#22 LiJie! :D

haha, you are always carrying your guitar around!
hope that you can concentrate more on your studies ok?
god bless ya! (:

#23 ChorKiat! :D

smartie pants,
haha, better treat your girlfriend good uh!
last long long!
good luck in your future!

#24 YuZheng! :D

i'll miss you the most!
hahahahahha!
grow taller!
god bless ya!

#25 Daniel! :D

moomoo!
haha i remember you like to say " ta ma de"!
anyways, good luck in double sciene!

#26 HanLei! :D

macho man!
haha, good luck in the future!

#27 JinRui! :D

basketball freak,
haha, you cut your hair until very stylo (?)
anyways god bless ya

#28 Jonathan! :D

you always would be begging to the teachers for marks!
hahaha!
good luck!

#29 Kevin! :D

i'll miss your clumsiness,
like how you could walk and just falling down without stepping on anything.
haha!
stop being so blur, good luck!

#30 Moses! :D

whooo didn't know that you can gossip too leh,
you sure know about loads of things.
anyways god bless!

#31 ZongYing! :D

"MALCOLMMMM!"
i always imitate you with this, haha!
good luck man!

#32 WeiXuan! :D

you're quiet and smart,
whoo be a good cadet, haha!
god bless ya~

#33 Malcolm! :D

who knew that you would like~
haha! keep going macho man!

#34 Nathaniel! :D

hardcore gay!
haha! stay truthful and faithful to mandi ok?
you 2 have 2 more years to develop more for each other, haha!
god bless ya!

#35 Michael! :D

sumana/michelle!
good luck for your studies!

#36 Matthew! :D

great job on your concert!
did a great job acting, and dancing! haha!
god bless!

#37 Amirul! :D

concentrate on your studies alright?
good luck in the future!

#38 Noah! :D

you and your lame jokes, haha!
and yeah i can't believe you went in triple. pft.
lol! good luck in there man!

#39 QinHe! :D

the hammer for captain ball!
haha! big giant!
god bless ya!

#40 Sean! :D

chairman of 2A!
haha, god bless ya!

#41 KhaiWah! :D

stay in touch with your girlfriend ok?
haha, concentrate on studies also.
good luck!


I'M DONE




Friday, November 7, 2008 | 10:28 PM | Top

as much as i want to, it hurts others.
as much as i want to, it is unfair.
as much as i want to, i can't.

why oh why,
making decisions are so hard
cause there's so many factors to think about.

hmm, ok let me say a random fact about myself.

firstly, i'm someone who can't say certain things.
haha yeah, if i'm close enough with you
i can't say sorry,thank you, happy birthday, love ya, miss ya.

i mean of course i can say sorry and thank you
when is like those small things
as in i accidentally hit you then yeah i can say sorry
but not when after a big incident and i am in fault
i know i'm in fault but i can't say it out with my mouth
i only can sms or type it out. haha

so sorry to those people if i have not said it face to face,
haha(:


sorry but i don't think this relationship is as close you think it is.



| 8:53 PM | Top

still there's hope, (:

my mind is in a total big mess.
got in to double science
but i'm gonna appeal,
thanks to my parents, samantha,mandi,shanling,najiha,shiman,langxin,my neighbour and kaimi haha! :D

you'll never know til you try, so i'm just gonna try
cause at least i have tried and even failed i'm satisfied
if not i think i'm really gonna regret this for my whole life.
so yeah (:


ahhhh this is friggin irritating
can you seriously just shut your mouth
if you don't know the full story.
i seriously can't be bothered with you.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
talking to you is no use
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
damn it.



Thursday, November 6, 2008 | 9:32 PM | Top

sorry dedications next time, haha!

channeling results tmr!
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

12 more hours, haha


jiayou dancers, the days in front would be hard.
so let's work hard together for SYF'09 ok?
let it be a memorable one for us :)


tiring



Wednesday, November 5, 2008 | 9:36 PM | Top

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanneling
resuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuults
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare
cooooooooooooooooooooooooooomin
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooout
innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
twoooooooooooooooooooooooooo
mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
nineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhe
mooooooooooooooooooooooooooorning.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*cross fingers*
*pray*

i don't want to split class man,
stupid system ( jumps around like a child who can't get their toy)



| 7:34 PM | Top

my armmmmmmmmmm!
gosh damn thanks to the bicycle,

i have learnt how to ride my bicycle on my birthday
but apparently after that night during the chalet
my arm hurts like crap
cause i grabbed the handles very tightly throughout
like the muscle cells inside are biting /:

and that crappy feeling returned today during dance
when doing " lift leg up"
seeing other people lifting up their back leg with 2 hands
i decided to lift my right hand to reach the back
and damn, i should not have done it

and nowadays my ears are getting blocked after doing "saltaste" /:
ok i love the modern dance syf song, hehe "child in paradise"
go type in youtube if you wanna hear it :D
some piaonist playing, hearing to the song is pretty breath-taking seeing him play
and taking my breath while dancing it too.

i hope both syf items the chinese and modern would be a success (:
hopefull both would obtain gold with honours :D

yeah tomorrow and friday are gonna be packed
cause tomorrow is gonna be dance~
and friday got basketball i think? and i think having lunch too?
haha not that planned yet,

ok i think my dedications would continue tmr since i did like 21 yesterday /:

hehe off to watch dbskkk and eat langsana :D

No Pain No Gain



Tuesday, November 4, 2008 | 8:49 PM | Top

ok haha i shall continue with the dedications
cause i have to wait friggin long for my video to load /:
here goes:

#12 JiaNing! :D
i use this colour cause it's calm,cool and collected like you!
haha! everyone knows your aspiration to become a designer!
admire you cause at least you planned your future
haha not for me /:
wish you the best for everything you do! :D

#13 Samantha! <3
hehe look carefully at the colours and you know what it means :D
i reaaaally hope next year can go in the same class as you!
so that i won't be needing to write this dedication to you
so that i can save it when we go to sec 4
where i'll make a touching dedication to you(:
thanks for alot of things, really.
thanks to you and the rest who have helped me alot
though you are very straight-foward
but it will make people know what they have done wrong,
we share many common interest k-pop etc
hiakhiak! love ya~

#14 HuiEn! :D
basketball prokia!
thanks for the gummies and marshmallow! :D
and you have a very unique style also! by eating with a spoon!
haha! you're really helpful!
god bless ya!

#15 YanNi! :D
you! arghhhh i wonder if you have photographic memory sometimes
you look like you never study, say you never study
then...
exam score so high somemore!
you are really funny and cheeky sometims haha!
god bless ya!

#16 Tasneem! :D
i can see that you really to take photos right ? hehe
try to express yourself more to others ok?
stay strong ok?
god bless ya~

#17 Wenlu! (:
thanks for the times last time(:
stay happy and cheerful
hope you would enter the course you want!

#18 Khairi! (:
thanks for the help around in our class
but yet sometimes it's just too much
but i'm sure your help was appreciated by some of us (:
and yeah congrats to your kpdt team :D
good luck in the future :D

#19 Amal! (:
you were one of the people who brought laughter into our class
with your remarks, haha!
good luck in the future :D


#20 Bryan! :D
looks like you have been waiting for this. haha
the papa of 2A'08 :D
having long chats with you sometimes is fun
cause it's like talking another girl who understands what a guy will feel, haha!
hope that you would find your garden-feeling girl soon!
god bless ya!


#21 JiaHao! :D
your sarcastic remarks! haha!
it never fails to make people laugh,
i would miss your remarks
and your whining to hunt for blood, haha!
sitting behind in class with you,moses and shiman was fun.
it killed my boredness most of the time
good luck in the future (:


ok i'm tired again, haha
tmr would be the next batch
haha tune in~ :D



| 4:56 PM | Top

dedications!
i decided to do it cause i was really bored the whole afternoon! /:
(note about the colour i used, teehee! )


#1 ShanLing! <3
i used green on you! haha! cause once i see you i remember this colour (:
you rock too ok! though many things happened for this 2 years,
all the ups and downs, you were really one of the person whom i can talk to
and yeah! continue to learn cycling ok!
i would really miss the times,
we would gossip ,go high,crap and talk about our problems,
we would be of the different class next year
but i'll in the future we could try to continue this relationship alright?
and yeah follow your heart in whatever you do ok? love ya! :D

#2 WenHui! :D
i'll remember you as the damn smart girl ok!
thanks for the lollipop and notebook too!
hope you'll stay as clever and cute as always! :D

#3 SongJia! :D
you are one funny person you know!
didn't noticed it til the last week of school /:
i will miss sitting behind you during exams,
hope that we will be able to say hi bye to each other
though we're gonna be different classes!

#5 Joey! :D
bear! haha, going with you to the mid-autumn was fun
cause it was the first i was going with you
we talked about our problems to each other
and yeah you were a great listening ear :D
we're not going to be the same class next year
but maybe same band in chinese or english?
i will look foward to it! (:

#6 LangXin! <3
haha! it was actually because of dance and we got close (:
though there were problems in these 2 years
but somehow still it becomes part of history,
gonna be different class next year
but hope that we could still continue our relationship through dance ok! :D
and yeah last long, LOL (x

#7 Jessica! :D
i would remember the times to overcome boring chinese lessons,
you would always wake me up with sweets haha!
focus your studies in the future ok!
i know that you're smart, just that you need to be more attentive ok!
you can do it and stay happy! (:

#8 Shiman! <3
you ah! must think through things properly before making decisions ok!
haha thanks for the sweets you would supply us during lessons!
lucky you were the one sitting beside me during class
got someone to talk to (:
you also have fashion taste lah, haha!
next year different class already
must try to like bio ok, don't just drop it, haha!
and thanks for everything you have done for our class this 2 years :D

#9 Lyndi! (:
thanks for the time during the past year although there has been conflicts
hope that you could enter the course you want next year!

#10 Mandi! <3
you have been one of the people i have talked to alot alot alot!
i would really miss the times we had together!
we think about certain things the same so we could talk about it for hours!
you are one smart,pro zilian girl!
you have a nice voice too loh! haha(:
i hope that we could still go out next year ok! :D

#11 Najiha! <3
you're crazy over branded things! haha!
and hot boys LOL! i would really miss crapping and gossiping with you!
don't emo too much ok? you look nicer when you smile, haha!
i hope that we would be able to go the same class next year!
hope that we could go out during the holidays ok? :D loveya!



omggggggg this dedications are tiring
ok i'll promise i will continue the rest tmr!
I Promise



Monday, November 3, 2008 | 7:46 PM | Top

argh this is killing me
i've got nothing to do

oh yeah! i got something to say!
i got a new niece and her name is chantel hay!
yeah, i know hay as in hay dairies, haha!
happens so that my cousin married to family that owns hay dairies o.o
ok nevermind,
anyway she's damn chio loh.

all the babies i've seen is cute
but she's damn pretty leh!
only have to see when she grow up how would she look like o.o

this is my 52nd post!
52! the number on my class jersey,
ok i wanna go talk to mandi on phone already,
toodles~



| 6:00 PM | Top

i got no mood to post about the chalet,
so many things to write man.
overall it's just fun!
and there's gonna be another chalet
from 7/12 to 10/12 ?
yupp should be haha!

no bbq this time,
it's really just chilling out with one another
and most probably it would be the same people going! :D

though the class chalet from 27/10 to 30/10 is over
but will have loads of class outings actually
like go play basketball, have lunch, etc

holidays are very packed too
everyday is going out going out
either go out play have lunch or go for dance
at least this holidays are spent fruitfully

"memories are memories, memories have no power"



Saturday, November 1, 2008 | 4:03 PM | Top

this is my 50th post!

this blog of mine have been surviving for the longest so far,
time really flies
and just like this november starts,
soon you'll find december approaching and school reopens.

2 years with 2A is nice,
only after the chalet everyone starts to miss the times there
we wished that it would have been longer
and no one missed home.
i didn't missed home, even though there was little hours of sleep
where it was not comfortable to sleep with people squeezing everywhere
but still i would miss it.

the guys tau-pok one another, haha!
people playing stress,tai-di, bluff/cheat
it was loads of fun but it only lasted for that long.

i don't think all things would stay like this all the way right ?
having outings next year with 2A'08 would definitely be different
everyone would be going with their own groups
and the feelings towards this class would slowly be gone.

i never thought that i would miss this class much,
sighs, late to realise now.
even though there has been ups and downs in our classes
but i guess it was these things that made us realise.


i guess the most that we could do for each other next year is to just walk past and smile
nothing more, nothing less.
maybe that's how things work.


" it just becomes part of my memory "