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Friday, November 7, 2008 | 10:28 PM | Top

as much as i want to, it hurts others.
as much as i want to, it is unfair.
as much as i want to, i can't.

why oh why,
making decisions are so hard
cause there's so many factors to think about.

hmm, ok let me say a random fact about myself.

firstly, i'm someone who can't say certain things.
haha yeah, if i'm close enough with you
i can't say sorry,thank you, happy birthday, love ya, miss ya.

i mean of course i can say sorry and thank you
when is like those small things
as in i accidentally hit you then yeah i can say sorry
but not when after a big incident and i am in fault
i know i'm in fault but i can't say it out with my mouth
i only can sms or type it out. haha

so sorry to those people if i have not said it face to face,
haha(:


sorry but i don't think this relationship is as close you think it is.