i feel so happppppppppppppppy and frustrattttttttttttttttted. i feel like rojak now. first day of the year and i feel like this. i seriously thought about alot of things last night. all because of my cousin. we went in to our grandma's room at my uncle's house and there were collage of photos around her room. there was this big family photo taken and both of us thought it was about 5 to 6 years ago until my aunt told us it was 10 years ago. looked at the photo with our parents,uncle and aunts on it and they looked so different now and like 40 to 50 years ago. we should all take another new family photo, there will be like another 10+ plus people in because of my cousins husbands and wife and like all the little babies. i can't believe i'm like 15 years old now, which means 10 years down i'll be 25 and then i'll need to find a job and work and raise a family. 10 years really passes very fast. time seems so fast now dont you agree? i still thought a year was long when i was in pri school but now even a year seems so short. sigh i dont know why i am talking about all this. nevermind since today's the start of year 2010 it shall be the last i shall think like this and that. ok only i know what i'm talking.

i feel so happppppppppppppppy and frustrattttttttttttttttted. i feel like rojak now. first day of the year and i feel like this. i seriously thought about alot of things last night. all because of my cousin. we went in to our grandma's room at my uncle's house and there were collage of photos around her room. there was this big family photo taken and both of us thought it was about 5 to 6 years ago until my aunt told us it was 10 years ago. looked at the photo with our parents,uncle and aunts on it and they looked so different now and like 40 to 50 years ago. we should all take another new family photo, there will be like another 10+ plus people in because of my cousins husbands and wife and like all the little babies. i can't believe i'm like 15 years old now, which means 10 years down i'll be 25 and then i'll need to find a job and work and raise a family. 10 years really passes very fast. time seems so fast now dont you agree? i still thought a year was long when i was in pri school but now even a year seems so short. sigh i dont know why i am talking about all this. nevermind since today's the start of year 2010 it shall be the last i shall think like this and that. ok only i know what i'm talking.